I haven't blogged in a while so here it goes....
What I've been up to:
1. I've been torrenting music like crazy. I need a new iPod cause of it. My iPod's so full of music that I had to take out some songs and my photos to fit everything. At least I didn't buy this iPod so when I finally buy one with more space, I won't mind.
2. Life's boring as usual. Nothing exciting has happened. I did get stood up again. It's alright... I'm used to it. At least he finally manned up yesterday and apologized to me.
terry b3rry (7:37:02 PM): btw, thanks for standing me up
emmanuelx622 (7:43:06 PM): thats what i wanted to talk to you about, i wanted to apologize to you about it.
terry b3rry (7:43:18 PM): why'd you do it?
terry b3rry (7:43:27 PM): i was waiting all afternoon
emmanuelx622 (7:50:03 PM): i was playing tennis & i didn't realize the time and i tried to call you but you never answered. and then i seen the things you wrote on twitter to mark and i felt weird to talk to you until now.
emmanuelx622 (8:18:51 PM): yeah :[ im sorry
terry b3rry (8:19:29 PM): if you're really sorry, why did it take you this long to tell me?
emmanuelx622 (8:21:19 PM): i told you already
emmanuelx622 (8:21:31 PM): i felt really bad cuz of all the things you said about me
terry b3rry (8:21:39 PM): you should
terry b3rry (8:21:46 PM): cause i was hurt
terry b3rry (9:14:59 PM): so....
emmanuelx622 (9:15:09 PM): sooo
emmanuelx622 (9:15:11 PM): forgive me?
terry b3rry (9:15:25 PM): why should I forgive you?
emmanuelx622 (9:16:09 PM): so we can be friends
terry b3rry (9:20:59 PM): hmmm....
terry b3rry (9:21:03 PM): well....
emmanuelx622 (9:21:22 PM): well?
terry b3rry (9:21:26 PM): fine
emmanuelx622 (9:21:49 PM): fine?
emmanuelx622 (9:21:53 PM): you'll forgive me?
terry b3rry (9:21:57 PM): yesh
emmanuelx622 (9:22:39 PM): thanks
terry b3rry (9:22:52 PM): you better not screw up after this LOL
emmanuelx622 (9:24:02 PM): i wont
terry b3rry (9:24:42 PM): you better not
emmanuelx622 (9:25:03 PM): kk
I better not regret forgiving him.
That's been happening a lot lately. This guy who stood me up during fall semester, the same guy I met at orientation who ended up taking advantage of my feelings, said sorry about the way shit ended between us:
June 17, 2009:
terry b3rry (11:31:05 PM): and remember.. you stood me up once
MusasianHippie (11:32:27 PM): I didn't know how to handle it. You're not an easy person to say no to... But yeah I shouldn't have, I'm still sorry about that.
June 23, 2009:
MusasianHippie (11:14:32 PM): Not much for small talk nowadays eh
terry b3rry (11:14:45 PM): sorry
terry b3rry (11:14:54 PM): it still feels awkard talking to you
MusasianHippie (11:15:14 PM): Hey it's cool lol... Sorry to hear that, wish it wasn't
terry b3rry (11:15:36 PM): :)
MusasianHippie (11:16:08 PM): Just trying to be friendly
terry b3rry (11:16:38 PM): okie dokie
terry b3rry (11:16:41 PM): that's nice of you
MusasianHippie (11:17:53 PM): Well if it's any consolation, I wished I didn't screw up my friendship with you back then lol
3. My skin condition is starting to depress the crap out of me. I feel so insecure. If I could change my skin, I would. But, I'm trying to keep my life stress free so that my skin clears up. My mom says it's starting to clear up a little. She tries her best to comfort me when I get depressed about my skin and other things. I love her for that. I still need to make an appointment with my dermatologis though.
4. My dad managed to annoy the shit out of me this morning. Spending time with my mom is the only thing I look forward to nowadays. Spending time with my dad used to be great but nowadays it sucks cause he's acting like an immature jerk. If he wasn't my father and if I wasn't afraid to him, I'd scream at him. At least spending time with my mom is always nice :)
5. Today was a pretty good day. I did the laundry with my mom around H-Mart. Then when we got home, I decided to put my freshly laundered clothes away. This somehow lead to me re-organizing my closet. I discovered that I can fit into my old shorts and pants now! Yay for losing 15 lbs! I fit back into all of my size 5 shorts, a pair of kids size 16 shorts, a pair of capris that I stopped wearing cause they were too tight, and a pair of GAP kids jeans sized at kids size 14. I was amazed. I have so much more clothes to wear now. :) Short shorts this summer, yes?
What I've been up to:
1. I've been torrenting music like crazy. I need a new iPod cause of it. My iPod's so full of music that I had to take out some songs and my photos to fit everything. At least I didn't buy this iPod so when I finally buy one with more space, I won't mind.
2. Life's boring as usual. Nothing exciting has happened. I did get stood up again. It's alright... I'm used to it. At least he finally manned up yesterday and apologized to me.
terry b3rry (7:37:02 PM): btw, thanks for standing me up
emmanuelx622 (7:43:06 PM): thats what i wanted to talk to you about, i wanted to apologize to you about it.
terry b3rry (7:43:18 PM): why'd you do it?
terry b3rry (7:43:27 PM): i was waiting all afternoon
emmanuelx622 (7:50:03 PM): i was playing tennis & i didn't realize the time and i tried to call you but you never answered. and then i seen the things you wrote on twitter to mark and i felt weird to talk to you until now.
emmanuelx622 (8:18:51 PM): yeah :[ im sorry
terry b3rry (8:19:29 PM): if you're really sorry, why did it take you this long to tell me?
emmanuelx622 (8:21:19 PM): i told you already
emmanuelx622 (8:21:31 PM): i felt really bad cuz of all the things you said about me
terry b3rry (8:21:39 PM): you should
terry b3rry (8:21:46 PM): cause i was hurt
terry b3rry (9:14:59 PM): so....
emmanuelx622 (9:15:09 PM): sooo
emmanuelx622 (9:15:11 PM): forgive me?
terry b3rry (9:15:25 PM): why should I forgive you?
emmanuelx622 (9:16:09 PM): so we can be friends
terry b3rry (9:20:59 PM): hmmm....
terry b3rry (9:21:03 PM): well....
emmanuelx622 (9:21:22 PM): well?
terry b3rry (9:21:26 PM): fine
emmanuelx622 (9:21:49 PM): fine?
emmanuelx622 (9:21:53 PM): you'll forgive me?
terry b3rry (9:21:57 PM): yesh
emmanuelx622 (9:22:39 PM): thanks
terry b3rry (9:22:52 PM): you better not screw up after this LOL
emmanuelx622 (9:24:02 PM): i wont
terry b3rry (9:24:42 PM): you better not
emmanuelx622 (9:25:03 PM): kk
I better not regret forgiving him.
That's been happening a lot lately. This guy who stood me up during fall semester, the same guy I met at orientation who ended up taking advantage of my feelings, said sorry about the way shit ended between us:
June 17, 2009:
terry b3rry (11:31:05 PM): and remember.. you stood me up once
MusasianHippie (11:32:27 PM): I didn't know how to handle it. You're not an easy person to say no to... But yeah I shouldn't have, I'm still sorry about that.
June 23, 2009:
MusasianHippie (11:14:32 PM): Not much for small talk nowadays eh
terry b3rry (11:14:45 PM): sorry
terry b3rry (11:14:54 PM): it still feels awkard talking to you
MusasianHippie (11:15:14 PM): Hey it's cool lol... Sorry to hear that, wish it wasn't
terry b3rry (11:15:36 PM): :)
MusasianHippie (11:16:08 PM): Just trying to be friendly
terry b3rry (11:16:38 PM): okie dokie
terry b3rry (11:16:41 PM): that's nice of you
MusasianHippie (11:17:53 PM): Well if it's any consolation, I wished I didn't screw up my friendship with you back then lol
3. My skin condition is starting to depress the crap out of me. I feel so insecure. If I could change my skin, I would. But, I'm trying to keep my life stress free so that my skin clears up. My mom says it's starting to clear up a little. She tries her best to comfort me when I get depressed about my skin and other things. I love her for that. I still need to make an appointment with my dermatologis though.
4. My dad managed to annoy the shit out of me this morning. Spending time with my mom is the only thing I look forward to nowadays. Spending time with my dad used to be great but nowadays it sucks cause he's acting like an immature jerk. If he wasn't my father and if I wasn't afraid to him, I'd scream at him. At least spending time with my mom is always nice :)
5. Today was a pretty good day. I did the laundry with my mom around H-Mart. Then when we got home, I decided to put my freshly laundered clothes away. This somehow lead to me re-organizing my closet. I discovered that I can fit into my old shorts and pants now! Yay for losing 15 lbs! I fit back into all of my size 5 shorts, a pair of kids size 16 shorts, a pair of capris that I stopped wearing cause they were too tight, and a pair of GAP kids jeans sized at kids size 14. I was amazed. I have so much more clothes to wear now. :) Short shorts this summer, yes?
I'm actually happy today... at least I think this is what happiness feels like :)

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