Sunday, May 24, 2009

breakthrough?

It was 1:43 in the morning. I'm in the bedroom and mom's yelling at me to get off the computer and go to sleep. Lucky for her, my wifi connection decided to give in. I decided to confront her for the second time about giving me more freedom and allowing me to hang out with my friends more. We both started raising our voices at each other. She keeps complaining about the fact that she doesn't know who the fuck I hang out with. DOES SHE WANT A DETAILED PROFILE OF EVERYONE I HANG OUT WITH?! My dad walks in from the kitchen telling both of us to shut up. My mom starts telling him about all the stuff I said about them having me on "house arrest." My dad tells my mom to just let me be and starts correcting me about the whole "house arrest" thing. He said it's alright as long as I don't get in trouble or come home in bad shape. I thought to myself, "Hmm... Did he just say yes? Could this be the start of your new life?" I went to sleep pondering this.

I went to church at St. Al's in Jersey City today. We didn't have time to make it to the 12'o clock mass we usually attend at our parish. We went to lunch at Fiesta Grill. psh, we always go there after mass at St. Al's. I saw Vann again. teehee... He's hot. My dad talks to him whenever we go there. Boy couldn't believe I was already in college. Shock and awe much? BUT Before my dad went to talk to him, my dad and I spoke more about the whole hanging out with friends thing. My dad said it was alright as long as I don't get hurt or get in trouble. He just wants me to be cautious with my surroundings and the people around me. COULD THIS BE A BREAKTHROUGH?! Did I finally get through to my parents?

Sure, I'm a cautious person. First of all, when I go to parties, I always get my own drinks and never accept ones from people I don't know. Plus, even if I do drink at parties, I know my limit so I don't have to be one of those fools stumbling over their own two feet with no clue where they are or what day it is. Second, I've been invited to do drugs so many times but I never do because a. I don't want to bring harm to my body and b. I don't want my parents to get mad at me. I guess I just have to tell my parents who I'm with and where I am and I always have to keep my cell phone handy.

START OF A NEW LIFE?
BREAKTHROUGH?
only time will tell...

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